the Max Peck show

Maybe It’s Because I Just Can’t Honestly…. 2011/05/02

Maybe it’s because I’m crazy,
Maybe it’s because I just can’t,
Honestly tell you what I want.

I tasted, tasted love so sweet
And all of it was lost on me
Buttons sold like property
Sugar on my tongue

It’s never enough to stay still and hold you,
To break loose and run the taste of you,
Wild on my tongue.

I kept falling over
I kept looking backward
I went broke believing
That the simple should be hard

Am I no good to you now?
Am I no good to you now?

All we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful

I wasted, wasted love for you
Traded out for something new
Well, it’s hard to change the way you lose
If you think you never won

Spent my days with doctors,
And my nights with crooks,
And all of them who sell me for a song.
So I’m here.
Safe Dear.
A fiction in your arms.

‘Couse all we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful

Am I no good to you now?
Am I no good to you now?

I’m giving up.
Starting over.
I wanna be,
I wanna hold you.

Cause all I say,
It doesn’t matter anyway.
All I say,
It doesn’t matter anyway.
I’m giving up,
So call my bluff.
Cause I just need to be reminded who I am.
I’m falling apart.

And in the end the words won’t matter
‘Cause in the end nothing stays the same
And in the end dreams just scatter and fall like rain

So get me out
Start me over
For heaven’s changed
I should have told you

‘Cause all we are we are
All we are we are
And every day is a start of something beautiful, something real

Come on love.

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Honesty is especially hard with yourself… but, you’ve got to do it. You just do.